trainings on sat afternoon's are good too. haha. a little hot but can get used to it. it's good. looking forward to next saturday for a couple of reasons.

training's on in the afternoon so got to spend saturday morning at home, for the first time this year i reckon. gotta train on a swollen ankle again. better pull through this time. just hate having to drop out of trainings. it's sick. it's also really sick when you know you can't perform fully carrying all the injuries. i don't know. i'll try.

work needs to be done. it's really starting to pile up. a look at my file frightens me. the stack's growing. still can't focus. and my aim for common test 1 is not to fail. generally. better work hard man.

todayi saw something which would have made me mad last time. just now, it did make me cringe a little but it ain't too bad. i've come thus far.


Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

it's been what a week. ankle still hurting.. going through trainings half afraid. i feel very fragile to tell the truth. and if i've got to play centre.. bah. school's a nightmare.. work is killing me.. gotta catch up a lot. and i don't wanna think about the first common test..i'll try keep up with school work now. been feeling sleepy lately. i like sleeping. the new school team jerseys are not bad.. perhaps a little plain and common. perhaps the nike one would have been cooler..but this isn't too bad. ok need to do work.. can't seem to find my determination to these days. well, as you can see, my life very much revolves around work and training these days.. whoosh.